I’m waiting for you.
Only when I write, do I feel close to you
My heart aches at the mere thought of you
My eyes weep because though we haven’t met yet, I miss you
A hole empty, the missing piece of the puzzle..
I’ve tried to fill it, tried to force pieces in..
but that hole is reserved for the only one.
You.
I’m waiting for you
Only when I write, do I feel close to you
So I’ll keep writing till I’m lying next to you.
In your arms, legs intwined, breath in sync, 1 heart beat.
Safe, secure, don’t leave me alone..
Years apart.. I don’t want to miss this part.
Lets stay in this moment, hold onto this moment,
remember this moment.
I’ve waited for this moment.
I’m waiting for you.
Only when I write, do I feel close to you
But yet, the more I write the more alone I feel.
Social media adding pressures that I don’t want to feel.
But wait!
What are you doing?
Why is it taking you so long?
Ooo boy when I finally meet you I’ma cussss youuu rrr loving face, the reason why my heart jumps, the reason why I had to wait because this was worth waiting for.
Diamonds are not created over night,
so why would I think that with one swipe to the right.. I’d meet my match?
I mean girl can wish right?
But that’s just it, a woman should know better, right?
So I’ll wait for you, I’ll pray for you.
Pray that God will present me to you as it is written, for it is not good for man to be alone.
& that’s one thing we can ALL agree on.
I’ll be patient, I’ll trust in God, for its a God written love story that I’m waiting for.
So I’ll wait for you.
I’m waiting for you.
I’m praying for you.
You.
Waiting on God’s timing for a relationship is the hardest thing I have ever done but the thing is that regardless of the pain and anguish I feel waiting, I just know that I would rather have God’s best for my life than settle for second best.
I can see God working in my life and preparing me for Marriage but it doesn’t make it any easier. I live alone and being 28 (29 in a month) I feel nothing by pressure to settle down and find “THE ONE”. With family and friends always asking “When are you going to settle down?”, “Where is your boyfriend?”, “Ahhh, you’re not getting any younger you know!?!” – YES BEATRICE I KNOW! THANKS FOR REMINDING ME *slight passive aggression there* – I just need a moment *breathes* LOOL! But in all honesty, I’ve tried the online dating thing and it wasn’t the one, it’s so superficial – like “Oop, is that a cat in the background?! Nuhh suh not for me!”, It might work for some people but for me, it is not the one – don’t get it twisted mans not ugly init- I get the matches 😉 but nothing longstanding.
I prayed in 2018 that God would get my Plan A for my life and I’d rather leave the choosing to him – though I do wish we could speed up this process czzz IT’S NOT EASSSSSYYYY! So girl, if you’re on this journey – just know that you are NOT alone! I’m here for you & it may be that God needs to work in you and restore you before he presents you to the best person for you.
So let’s support each other through this – let’s hold hands through this and tell me, is there anything that is helping you throughout this time? Cz i’m open to anyyything right now haha!
Love Always,
